One thing I've learned is that it's a gentle process to switch my awareness from OUTSIDE to INSIDE. I've lived over 20 years believing that my circumstances came from WITHOUT. So to expect that I could IMMEDIATELY and PERFECTLY change my perspective to WITHIN wasn't reasonable. But now that I've been gently changing my awareness to understand that everything comes from within for around 4 years, I am finally reaching a "critical mass" point where it is coming faster and easier than ever before. And by that I mean, even though I've been utilizing my subconscious mind for the past 4 - 5 years, ever since I became aware of Neville Goddard and his teachings a few months ago, things have increased and gotten better FASTER THAN EVER BEFORE.
One way that helped me with this was that I have kept a journal of manifestations over the last 4 - 5 years. It first started from the viewpoint of Prayer with God, then slowly started to change to the Subconscious Mind (Joseph Murphy), Pam Grout, etc, and then once I found Neville, everything came FULL CIRCLE. His teachings are completely accurate. And by logging all of my intentions, desires, and then logging the outcomes and manifestations over time, I have irrefutable proof, and I am able to go back years and years and years and see WHERE IN MY MIND CAUSED THE THINGS THAT HAVE MANIFESTED IN THE FUTURE.
I used to doubt, as Neville Goddard says, that it was my mind that was making everything happen. But after years of proof through my journaling and logging, I am 100% confident in all matters that the power within, the subconscious mind, or the FEMALE CONSCIOUSNESS, IS IMPREGNATED BY MEANS OF OUR CONSCIOUS DESIRE THROUGH FEELING AND TONES OF REALITY AND GIVES BIRTH TO MANIFESTATIONS ON THE SCREEN OF SPACE, OR PHYSICAL REALITY